This right here is how I feel.


so much music to listen to

so many books to read

so many films to watch

and my years on this planet are numbered and it makes me so sad that so many songs will go unheard, so many books will go unread and so many films will go unseen and after i am gone, there will be even more i will never get the chance to experience.

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When doing homework or studying for a test:

My brain: Okay, let’s get this study session started! We have a 3 hour assignment for English, a bio test and bio final exam to study for, a Spanish final to study for, and a history reading. Let’s go! I’m ready!

Me: Okay, but first I have to write down this quote from a book I read. Oh, then I need to stalk the person I like on tumblr. Haven’t done that for a few days. And maybe they posted something new on Facebook? We better check that too. Oh, and then I need to put a hold on every single Billy Joel CD at the library. Pronto. Hm, I better get some food. That’d be nice. Oh, we don’t have any? Well, I better go to the store, then. Oh, I also need some hair gel and some gloss paint for my sneakers. I mean, I’ll be in the general vicinity anyway… okay, so it’s 10 minutes away. Still. Now to paint my sneakers! Ooh I haven’t watched the latest episode of The Mindy Project. Or Once Upon a Time. Come to think of it, I think I’ve missed a few episodes of Modern Family too. Oooh, how about H2O? It’s been a few months since I watched it… too long.

My brain: Okay, you seriously need to study. Now.

Me: Oh, yeah. Let’s make a blog post first.

Until next time, Em 🙂

I’m terrible, I know.

Ugh. I haven’t written a blog post in two weeks…. though it seems like I just wrote my last post…. I don’t know if it’s good or bad that time has flown that fast. I still have 4 (?) weeks left of school. That’s NOT gonna fly by. skfjslkf I just don’t even feel like writing right now but I feel terrible. About not writing. Ever.

My English teacher would be ashamed of my grammatical skills in this post. And at all of my writing. -_-

IDK, I just feel like the past month and a half or so has FLOWN by. But it never feels like that in the moment, huh? Just afterwards when you’re looking back. Funny how that happens.

Until next time, Em 🙂

It just kind of scares me, I guess.

Tonight I was thinking about a very exciting event in my near future: graduation.

Okay. So I’m not graduating until next year. But still. The seniors are FREAKING OUT and crying and stuff, and it made me think.

How many more times am I going to do these things with my friends?

  • Have “Free Dress Friday”
  • Go and have Bubble Tea together and look at all the weird clothes at Target
  • Have tennis practice [we make it fun!]
  • Have seriously deep conversations at our tennis matches [ok, mostly just awkward things that happen at volunteering, but still. I’m gonna miss this.]
  • Have “Tie Tuesday” [and have all my friends say “you look like Mr. fillintheblankteacher!” and have me say “omg I’m wearing a button down shirt, GET OVER IT.”]
  • Spend the whole math class period taking IB practice tests [ok, I actually love these packets.]
  • Hang out after school and do who-knows-what
  • Hang out before handbells concerts
  • Talk about how annoying the other grades are
  • Squeal over LBD/TV shows
  • Talk about tea
  • Stress out about the latest English reading/test/essay coming up

It’s kind of scary. I mean, on one hand, I’m happy to graduate [so, so, happy], but on the other hand, I’m never going to see some of these people again [which is a good thing] [except at our reunions, but stop ruining this for me].

Sigh. My friends and I better keep in touch. Skype to the rescue!

Until next time, Em 🙂

Why didn’t anyone tell me when the Girl Scout Cookie Season ended.

Now I’m stuck with absolutely zero cookies, because my mom was on Lent (wow that sounds weird) when they were selling them. This doesn’t seem like a good marketing tecnique; wouldn’t plenty of people be ignoring sugar/dairy/gluten? Or maybe everyone stocked up so that they could eat their hearts out after Easter. More likely. Sigh.